This isnt entirely accurate because there’s no wave for nuclear annihilation

The systems put into place benefit the selfish because the selfish are willing to do whatever it takes to appease their own self interest regardless of any sense of morality or shame.

I genuinely believe there is 0 chance we will ever heal the earth. Collapse of Earths natural systems seem inevitable.

It eats away at me when I’m selling my valuable time on Earth to sit around and not work.

I literally get paid less the harder I work.

Well Pythagoras lived during the Greek era. Buildings like the Temple of Artemis were the greatest projections of power and grandeur the world had to offer at the time. Those great structures would’ve dwarfed anything seen out in the country. The only way those buildings could ever be erected is with the help of mathematics.

Furthermore mathematical truths are about as true as anything can be in the world. A triangle’s angles are always perfectly in harmony for instance. Way back when, when the world was much darker and more chaotic, those mathematical truths must’ve seemed like a great light in the darkness.

Mathematics is applicable truth.

As a kid I thought Pythagoras was silly for making a math cult. Now that I’m older I get it.

Is it better to be locked in a room all your life or occasionally get a burn from the sun?

It isn’t a decision we made. Were born into a system that’s the culmination of trillions of man hours. How do you one day look at that great beast, and between hundreds of millions of individuals with their own ideas, biases, social standings, etc all collectively decide to say no at the same time? It’s a monumental task.

I’m finding the digital world to be deeply unfulfilling as I get older.

It was astounding to me to find out that plastic bottles have only existed for some 45~ years.

Reading that first paragraph makes me physically sick to my stomach. The impermanence of everything is killing me. There is no point. I cannot find a point of my own. It’s legitimately driving me insane.

Snails are an excuse for the French to down a stick of butter.

I’m convinced social media algorithms show you content you choose not to see because they count “don’t show me this again” as engagement.

That actually sucks. Googles SEO algorithms force websites to homogenize.

There’s so much “work” done in our capitalist society that is actively creating a drag on our lives, all to extract more money from us to the billionaire class. It will never be enough for them. Bezos and Fuckerberg would own slaves if the state allowed them to.

Freaky ahh boss

Do you comment on those videos? Do you engage with them at all? Even stopping and watching for more than a couple seconds will pique the algorithms interest.

I don’t get any Trump on TikTok. Surprisingly the worst for me is LinkedIn. So many straight up retards. And theyre always the quintessential 60 year old sunglasses pfp white man.

Why even have a human at that point? We shouldn’t even have conversations with each other anymore. Let’s just hold up our phones and let them do the talking.

“Suicide attempts are a mental health crisis. In that moment that person is not of a sound mind and incapable of making that decision.”

That used to be the case for me as a kid. But lately it hasn’t been very emotional. I’m of completely sound mind. I just don’t particularly enjoy being alive anymore. Death seems peaceful. No pain, no taxes, no humans.